i'm so consious that i am silly. i am not lost, i am not blind. i am just dumb, stupid and silly.

but what can i do? i cant help.

hmmph, i am seriously too vain.

but hey look at my ice-cream ring i bought from taiwan!

//it is actually soft elastic material gosh so cuteee!!!


bird cage ear rings, and the corset i bought 2 yrs ago but never wears

check out my new bed sheet. awesome rite?its a gift from a very high sense of taste boyfriend of mine =)

my secret bad habit, bite.

new brown warm knit and leather skinny heels steel buckle boots. (how specific is that?lol)

and before the high waist skirt was hot in trend, i got it for RM20 and i complained it was expensive cause i don wear them.

//obviously not for now! they're my fav piece yay!


yes v for vonne, and vain. ahahahah!

RANDOM DRINKING @ TROIKA, LITTLE LONSDALE
thats how the pub looks from the outside with their japanese-ish outdoor seatings.
and the awesome interior of it, partially.

we found ourselve a cosy spot to tuck in, behind this gigantic "!"

looking cosy and warm, with the huge "!" on my right.
and vern having good time with us

and the baby shu.

lamp decorations.

we all love the colours

photo of the nite taken by my doggy camera,
thats my cocktail "happy tulip" & vern's beer

wheres shu's drink...?
shu breaks her glass of drink when she was trying to show vern her mole on her hand HAHAHA yes yes she pulled a shaz but the bar tender was soo good that he made her a new drink! definitely coming back next time!

and so, we call it a night.

=)

oops... supposed to clear out my photos onto my blog on easter but had too much fun till i've totally forgotten. shyait.

anyway here comes some photos taken by me to make u WOW.

went for a fireworks preformance on moomba festival (yea i know everyone blogged but i damn outdated) and believe it or not, it was my super doggy S80 (the big bulk of stone)

impressed myself. u'll b impressed to if u ever use my shitty camera

love it not?

it was worth the trip and the troubles. =)

still, I WANT THAT HUSKY SOFT TOY!
***cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy****

dearest boyfriend,

please do not ever doubt bout how much i want you.

... ...


yes you've got the greediest girl on earth
i bet i hang a smile on your face, didnt i? =)



//are you happy today?

PANCAKE PARLOR CRAVE @ BOURKE.

been craving for pancake for so long that we finally get the time to do so.

the vivo architects. HAHA. (vern suggested to do the leg bending thingy!)

skip everything first, to my

strawberry chocalate pancakes and ICE-CREAM toppings.
//need i say more?


yvonne's cinammon apple somthing honey something pancake.
//a very good and healthy choice.

butter pancakes with honey and vanilla ice-cream
//wonderful to stick to the original =)

and jacky ordered a milkshake too.

thats so asian.

yvonne multi-tasking cause she starve the whole day.

the kids got candies from the waitress=)

see i m kickin with my short legs? HAHA

the family potrait. HAHAHAHHA

have to rushhhh i have more than 20 sets of photos to blog. omg so outdated.

proceeding to the next post nowwwww!!!
i'm sure u'll heard from me really soon cause its holiday. easter i love eggs and bunnies! YAY!

SWIMMING!!!(with e)

i miss swimming so much. thats the only sports you dont have to sweat (or at least you DONT feel the sweat) doing it.
especially, when there's someone special doing it together with you. its just fantastically enjoyable C:how can anyone be that important, that visible, that irreplaceable in my life? whatever i do, i want his attendance. where ever i go, i see his shadows there.
theres this sunny day, we went for a swim, just to ran away from working.

anyway, thats the bikini the 4evers gave me on my 18th birthday. keep them for years and finally have the guts to put them on, cause i finally came to a realization that if i'm gonna keep it until i slim down, its not gonna happen until my 60. silly.on that special day, i made sandwiches with my very own recipe, for my very own tauke.because we were starving after some laps of swimming, they taste delicious!
also because i was behaving like an hungry monster, i couldnt make time to produce more sandwiches for my hungry monster number two mr tauke.and he doesnt really have a choice cause his stomach cant wait any longer,
he...........ate up all the sandwich fillings i prepared, directly...
maybe he doesnt realize it, but thats the best compliment he can ever gives for my cookings.

sunbathing afterward,
hopping that the sun will absorbs all my fat away from the sandwiches i just ateand then i realize it doesnt work, so i figure a better way to make it happens.
thats our goggles. haha!
a DSLR shot from my dogby old camera (its the photographer!)
the blur spot is actually a drop of water on my camera lens, so excuse it, please.
look at my legs the angmoh sunbathing on the edge of the pool so nice.
as if they're lying/floating on the sea!
i was trying to do what the angmohs did, but my boss stop me from suciding. HAHA.
and here come the sweetest photos.
ready for diabetes?

that was wayyyyyy before we get wet okay? haha!
i wanna make him sandwich again, but too bad he wasnt here to eat them all up like an hungry monster anymore...=(

i really wanna swim, but not without you
...

when life is in a mess,
and thoughts were like a maze,

i miss those sunny days,
when we're both free from haze.

holding my hands just in case,
cause you hate risk and dont like race,

you've show me your ace,
never let me down never fail to raise
wants me to keep this phrase,
"there's no reason to go astray"


without a glance,
you smiled with grace
you turned back and says,
"follow up my pace,"
and you grab my waist

i tied back my shoe lace,
and ran to you forgetting my laze.
staring at your face,
ease me and made me amaze.

if any moment with you is a waste,
all my happiness would be just fake,
cause you're the sweetest thing that i taste.

p.s; thats why my names complete with an e.

its was the last Saturday before uni reopen. OF COURSE WE'RE GOING OUT!
so thats brett's leg on the right, and mine, in the melbourne central hoyts cinema.big boss mah!
watching:

AWESOME MOVIE!!! you just have to watch it. its so true that it actually makes you realize how stupid you were!

and then we refuse to get back home as the night is still young for all of us.

HORSE BAZAAR @ lil collins

bunch of girls.
the typical asians.

need more to say? MY BFF larh!the angelico shots, its a lady shot =)but still, one shot and i'm done for the night! LOL
brett loves doing this to everyone.
evidence 1.evidence 2. (and more not caught on the camera!)but he can be sweet sometimes (this theory only applies on shaz)

and then i'm showing you the photo of the night, proudly, i'm the photographer kay?ah vonne and ah chan(with very asian slange). HAHAHAH thats how we call each other nowadays.
big bully
shushu always allows me to bully her cause she knows i love her much.
jacky was trying to steal/snatch the beer away from me (he thought i was drunk, silly!)
evonne and shu so sober!
vonne and brett so not sober.
and then everyone was feeling very hungry, so someone just drop by the bar and ask if they have something to fill in our stomach,

the bar tender says no, the kitchen was close already,

so when we were almost leaving, the same bar tender came to our table and gives us these.

FREE PIZZA!!!!! SLICES AND HOT! wuhuuuuuuu
free stuff is always the best.
(portion in the photo is already half eaten by the hungry people. i wonder who. hehe)

love the night out. trapped in the computer lab ugh!

I WANNA GO OUTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!

Something VERY important to blog about, so anything else have to be hold back for now,
just because its
SHU'S BIRTHDAY!!!
yea, that is shu if you dont have a clue (yuhuu, it rhymes!)

anyway i am such good friend cause i came back melbourne the night before shu's birthday without her knowing it and manage to surprise at her house on her birthday eve =)
oops, photos were in shaz's blackberry, but it "tulum" *sound efect of the blackberry dropped into ... liquids.**into the toilet bowl so no more photo for that. no, i'm not trying to be funny here!

so they decided to go to this place cause apperantly Rihanna had her party here last year, why not we have a go then?
got the name from their napkins. HAHA,

thats almost everyone, who tried real hard to fit in the camera.
and thats my pizza. which, name is forgotten.
big smile with the cake, turning 20!
birthday kisses to the bff. awww vern is missing!!!
and then the vain girls
alamak looks like my birthday pulak. ape niiii?


blowing off her teenages!

cute candles for cute people like shushu!the love birds, za&J

shaz, ashley, evonne

after dinner, of course we smell party. hehe

headed to this bad @ franklin & elizibeth and that's

za, J and ashley
shaz, evonne and vonne.
james is probably thinking "vonne is half way gone." ahahah!
happy faces =)
me and my sweetpies
james number too with shaz n evonne
quennie! with james n.. name forgotten.
when the camera is up, everyone squeeeeeze in.
and bingo! my drinks matches my cocktail dress!
introducing my new twinsy,
that's vonne & vonne!!!!
YAY!

cause we're vain
the only photo on the dancefloor.
and FINALLY a photo with queenie the hottie!

YAY, time for bed.

did i said
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!!
yet?

我此刻的心情，沉重。
还有一天，我就要开始倒数。
倒数着我回来的一天，倒数着和他们相遇的一天。
口口声声埋怨马来西亚的不好，一曾发誓这里没有一样东西值得让我留下来。

错了。

唯一不舍的，却是最重要的。
我的家人，我的家。
男朋友不要伤心，因为你是我最亲的人，
所以我早就已把你包括在家人里，跑不掉了。

明明快要二十一，
年龄却像不满一。
我水汪汪的小眼睛，根本装不下任何重量！
眼泪这么重，怎么耐？

现在是什么季节？
天空为什么那么乌漆，人群为什么隐藏笑容？
春风迎面为何没半分舒服，夜晚临头为何迟迟入不得眠？
“分手”时节雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂。

离别，我痛恨离别！
我多希望眼泪干了，魂也断了，
这四年就会过去。

只可惜，我非圣贤，
我唯一的奢侈，它不会。

time to reblog for the sake of my day, the V day !!! hooray horray!

yes i am still as childish as before, and i never stop influencing my partner. C:

my valentine brought me to the Renaissence Hotel to give me a treat on the most expensive dinner he ever tasted, that is, according to him, not me (cause i'm not sure by myself huhu!)
oh and theres a really funny story behind this rose. you know, my mom got a florist and he has to beg me to allow him to give me flowers on vday.


orange juice made by gold, silly!
free flow of bun and butter which looks like............... whipped cream. harhar!
1st dish,

Prawn salad on eggplant compare.

it tasted as good as it looks!

i tried really hard to remember all the names in the menu lorh okay?!

2nd dish,

Cream of fresh asparagus

3rd dish, Baked Cod Fillet with Salvador and Truffle Oil.
(the names getting very challenging to memorize!)
it melts in your mouth while the aroma remains, like omfg, one slice is NOT enough!!!

4th dish, mouth washing after so many good food,
The Red Dragon fruit Sorbet.
VERY thick as if it contains4 dragon fruits in a scoop, but its just a lil too sweet for both of us. but still, the best sorbet i ever tasted.

so we took a break before we proceed to my all time favourite dish. put your guess now.
oh and take a look at the lower part of the glass(the part above my finger). it was frozen with a thick layer of ice before they serve it! this chef is a genius!!!
we wonder why his sorbet melts quite quickly. maybe 'cause he is HOT. LOL

put your guess already??? cause its time for my all time favourite dish!!!

TADA! LAMB!
5th dishes, Roasted NZ lamb loin served on mashed garlic potato and natural Juice
hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhh
THIS IS HEAVENLYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

see the happy faces?
i tend to tell our waiter that i dont mind about other stuff, as long as the lamb is good!
and looks like they dont have to worry about it, AT ALL!
and then i spotted one extra piece of the lamb loin on my bread plate.
"oh, god heard my prayers!!!" HAHHHAHAH
clue number one:
this is my god who heard my prayers. HAHAHAH! of course!
because my god said he always enjoy watching me enjoying my food, more than he enjoy the food.

now tell me my boyfriend is sweeter than yours! hahahahahah!


like seriously, i need to cool down right now.
lets shift the attention to the center piece of our table.tik tak tik tak tik tak tik tak. OK, NEXT!!!!!


is it the 6th one? i'm a bit lost currently.

Valentine’s special Japanese cheese cake

there's this choc syrup surrounding the bottom of the cake and unknown red syrup surrounding the top of the cake, whereby my first thought were "is that chilli sauce? omg!"

of course its NOT! how can i be right?! imagine chilli sauce served with your cake! its like... eating yong tau fu with french fries, duh!


lastly,
the Butter and Dark Chocalate Pralines

served with freshly brewed lily coffee and tea.happy faces awarded for the good food,

and he wants more to eat. =.=
no we dint! we have to tapao the dessert back cause we're stuffed, silly!
i brought 2 camera thus we just keep shooting all nite long

a have to take photo according to the waiter.wanna take a guess whats he holding on his hand?
BALOON FOR MOI!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
i dont understand why it has to be my turn everytime i take a photo of him. but anyway i dont mind. ahhahah!
i wanna be a cinderella with both of my heels on!
he so cute with my pink baloons!!!that is, a grand piano without its bench.
from left, grand piano, my valentine, the food we tapao back, the present they gave us in the plastic bag, and the pinky-ponkies baloons.
oh well, i guess its my turn again. HHAHA
blame the routine! not me!

that little girl in me, over-exciting.
i am VERY VERY VERY lazy to blog and post photos of my vday present (cause this is a freakin long post!) thus there is this very high possibilities where i'll forget about it but

ok, i'm off! =)
p.s: this is only one tiny part of the vday celebration. wether you want it or not, there is 75 photos more to come, reduced from 300 photos,

so i personally think i did a good job. do not complain anymore! XD

this is ought. i thought something that motivates me will be something special, something really happy or what-so-ever but its totally the other way round.

anger has once again inspire me to reblog. for god sake why do i have to go through this every time i am back to kelantan? kelantanese excluding chinese are really sick. yes call me racist, or anything you prefer but you can never stop me from hating uneducated people who refuse to work but just get money that doesnt belongs to them by inapropriate ways like snatching, robbing, stealling, etc.

more than 10k of cash was stolen from my mom's my florist like wtf we worked our asses off to gain those money and now in a blink they get those money by spoiling my florist gate wow so smart you all the m-fkers!

breath in, breath out. i curse the theif with all my heart. i bless all your next 100generations will all be handicaped & poor for life & live with zero respect. i wont be this cruel if you are not. let me tell you one thing. you made my mom depress, i'll make you regret. for life.



truly,
the angry v.

oops.
i think i neglected my blog once again.

i'm sorryyyyy dearie bloggie!!

i think i'm suppose to say that i'm back, to my blog and malay-land, but then i'll be flying this 17th, to taiwan. so till then,

one photo out of millions for the sake of update;
an ugly one. haha

时间过得太快，我遗失了眼眶
宇宙无声剧烈的摇晃，震碎了我的心房
谁按掉这世界的开关 ，没有颜色没有光
你的背影带走了我的一切，我因为慌不敢晃
在夜里回忆着那欢笑，和快乐全被你带走了


保重，我亲爱的...

FYI, i'm feeling extremely excited today because its my last day being a bloody vegetarian! yeap, i'm eating vegetable since 7 days ago and that was because i lost my external hard drive and i found it back again.

(fyi, i do not eat vege since i was born)

instead of wasting time whining like a woman, i am actually celebrating it by getting myself all set for a seafood buffet tomorrow! YES ALL YOU CAN EAT BUFFET.
this is so much more important than assignment! ROAR!

seriously, being a vegetarian sucks. i feel tired all the day although i'm eat a tons, i feel like i cant breath in the middle of my chest sometimes when i'm walking outdoors, i can only dance for 15 mins the most when i'm clubbing! god damn vegetable isnt it? imagine how weird it is when i dance for 15mins, and then rest for another 30 mins before continuing my move. terrible, horrible, its all vegetable fault!

ok, it will all end tonight. i'm buying hungry jack(known as burger king in malaysia) tonight and gonna have the first bite of meat straight on 12.01am TONIGHT.

i'm gonna end it! god, i do not owe you anymore! whee!
ngahahahahahhahahahahahahah

plagiarism is getting worst everyday.

proof woof woof?

this was actually me and Nelly.

and who the heck is these two person? our...clone??

this is freakkin me out.

nah, just something i spotted on facebook.
to be frank, its kinda cool, and vern thinks its hot. so why would i mind?

well if you thought you were lost after reading my last post, (erm, it was literally not MY post), it was just the stupid vincent who successfully sneak into my blog as a guest blogger, while i'm pretty sure i had abandon my blog for... "a while".

anyway i m back now, currently working in Vivo Architects (teeheeee), i got a GREAT partner, and so i never been better.

surprising huh? its end of semester now, i should be wining like a woman, complaining on tutors and RMIT, spreading the stress to the world, NOT THIS TIME MY FRIENDS!

VONNE HAD NEVER BEEN BETTER!

quicky update before i start working again,

ITS
MY DARLYNLYN'S 19TH BIRTHDAY
so as almost everyone know, i was a bad workaholic sister all the time, all i care was my assignments and to get rid of them, she cooks almost all the time, so today, she's allowed to be lazy, we're buying her dinner!

Italiano Dinner @ Papagino
she was upset when she was served vege, plainwater and the bread, but then the face changes immediately when she saw her meat lover pizza, beef lagsania, and veal (baby cow) steak.

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well, obviously we ordered too much food for that night.LOL
not only that, i bought her a hugeeeee cake as surprise, as she thought i dont even have time to get out from uni before 5 to buy her something.

yeap, her all time favourite donuts with all her fav flavours,
long live Krispy Kreme!

miracle happens that day, she actually smiled when i was intended to kiss her. OMG.

ok, i was over reacted, and i probably freak my sister out.

thats it, i'm sure she had a pleasant one.

HAHA!